I MISS U

akiko

 

a couple of seasons
just passed me by
since you made me feel so real
that feeling i remember,
it was as good as it can be.

i haven't seen you for a while,
i wonder if you are well.
what's going on in your mind,
i really would like to see.

i try to see but it won't do,
it's taking time to get near.

something is hart to explain
i wonder can i tell you.

we haven't been talking much
it doesn't mean i don't care
should i just call you to say
i'm falling and i miss you.

oooh hoo
wish i was with you in my dreams 
and i'm praying to be by your side
and suddenly you'll slip away

oooh hoo
easy as flowing down the stream
do you know that
will you understand me
why is it you make me wait so long

sometimes do you think of me
as much as i think of you
i'd like to know when you dream
am i there
do you miss me

i know you can't share life with me
and i don't know what to do
but if you walk right thru my door,
you will see that i miss you

in my heart
i want you
to know that
i miss you

 

在AYUKI 的帖子里听到这首歌，很适合在夜里一个人听，烟和咖啡，加上也许是子虚乌有的回忆。

akiko忧郁的嗓音，作为背静音乐，和大家分享。

MISS，错过，失去，想念，

I MISS U

我错过了你，

I MISS U

我失去了你，

I MISS U

我在想念你。

 

朋友问我：为什么会分开？

我答：之所以分开，只是因为不可能永远在一起。

SO，I can just MISS U

 

回家之后，一直不是很好的状态。

这个城市，是我的家却没有我的生活，有我生活的那个城市不属于我，过去，现在，将来亦然。

如同一些东西，无论怎样尽力，再怎样多的经过，到最后，失去时，我才意识到我从未曾得到过。

回来之后才真实的感受到那场灾难曾经发生过。我没有亲身经历过它，这使我与我的城市有隔阂。

我每天看关于它的电视节目，每一天都是不安的。为那些我们也许曾经擦肩而过却猝然早去的人们。

人类总是在痛的时候才会思过。

什么是最重要的，怎样才是无憾的。这些问题每天缠绕着我。让我无力。

《沉思录》里说过，任何人失去的并不是什么别的生活，而只是他现在所过的生活；任何人所过的也不是什么别的生活，而只是他现在所失去的生活。最长和最短的生命就如此成为同一。

也许我可以借由这句话安慰自己，他们失去的只是所过的生活，而我只是过着我现在所失去的生活。

换句话说 ，除了现在，我们也就没有什么好失去的了。

所以，我们拥有现在，我们也就拥有了全部。